Joshua was very clingy to me all day yesterday; he followed me around all day and he hovered in the kitchen while I cooked, hooking his arm around my neck. All day long he was hardly out of my sight. I wonder if he too was re-living the horrors of last weekend in his mind? Or if he felt odd, perhaps with seizure activity in his brain, and did not want to be alone? But something was definitely different to usual, when he comes and goes from his den.
We made our weekly trip to the local supermarket together, when I allow, and encourage him, to push the trolley for me. He enjoys that but he is a pretty wild driver and the trouble starts when I want to stop at an aisle and select something for the trolley. It is impossible to hesitate, browse and choose which version to buy, it has to be a snap decision that is hurled in the trolley as he flies by! Normally he is happy to sit on the seats while I pack the bags, but not yesterday : he was adamant that he was going to push the trolley out of the shop for me, so I had to pack with one arm and hold the trolley back with the other. Although the man at the till could see I was challenged, it is maybe the first time that I have not been asked if I want any help with my packing! I think he was enjoying the battle of wills in front of him too much.
Despite his unusual behaviour, Joshua communicated beautifully on several occasions with me yesterday : after I had unpacked the shopping at home, he came in to survey the kitchen. He then grabbed a bag of newly purchased satsumas and brought them to me, clearly indicating what he fancied to eat. After tea, we were sitting on the settee watching TV, we had enjoyed an early bath, and he simply came in,sat down next to me and said ” Bed!”, well you can’t get any clearer than that. I hugged him and off we went upstairs, even though it was only 8pm – he had had a busy day after all. He took his bedtime medication and I tucked him in, and as I leaned in to give him a good night kiss, he piped up with “Bye Bye”. What a brilliant way to end a full-on Joshua-filled day!